SO far so good..

So monday was nothang, no confrontation no nothang ..but tuesday a little approach, father decided to show to my track practice . scared me to death but at least I was doing goood with my explosions and baton tossing . until after when he told me i was taking too long getting changedd ..the fck ? bleh whatever it could have been SO much worse . but besides this, my days at school and everywhere but home are getting so much better . Life's is almost back to normal, I wish he would just gimme my beatings and yell at me already ! i hate not having my dadums to run to and say "hello" and "i love you" yaknow ..i wish he would understand why I did what I did this time, there's a reason cuhs if he were to meet him maybe he'd understand why I risked it all for him ..