Poetry Shlam !

helllluh pumped me to start writing again i loved it. It was quaint, cute, simple, and short . ahaaah. and yet oh so very exciting ! Arbaz and ..that one guy had some pretty darn good pieces of work . And tyeshia all last minute on us HAAHA . i liked hers tooo even tho she didnt say it in front of everyone.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE ELIANA KEOKHAM !

So now you know ..

Helluh wishlist shopping in computers ..

So now you know ..

JKeedang tho joycee ..

.. i found my stylus girrl haaha ! yay (=
it was in one of my totes !

So now you know ..

Mi dia ..

..was normal, nothang absolutely wonderful about it but nothang horrible either, so its always good .my day started off as a normal sunday ..awoken by my oh so wonderful dadums ! ugh like eight:somethang ahaah i know its not that early but id love to sleep in on the weekend every once in awhile ! yadig ? but yeah anyways, i've been switching off and on the computer to my room to the kitchen to the ..not the tv cuhs my brother keeps hogging it xP LOSER, haaha . whatever . Can you believe i actually studied for Star testing, i'm so proud of myself . ahaah, and i even went out to safeway on my own to get shnacks for it as well . Lol, but then my mom and i went shopping for ateh tee cuhs we forgot to get her somethang for her housewarming party ! Lol, so today i was asked three times in kohl's if i worked there and then twice in Jc Penny and then like four times in forever 21 HAAHA . oh buut speaking about forever 21 I saw angie and rikki there . rikki helluh pointed me out, and i got scared ..and then i saw angie who then gave me the most awkward hug and then my mom walked by haaha with this really cuute purple strapless dress that she almost bought me but then yeah she didnt LOL .

So now you know ..

Up, Taas, Haut .

In theaters May 29th, take me to see it and I'll be oh so delighted .

Shoes, Zapatos, Chaussures !

Im in definite need of white flats at the the moment, and in mos def want of white shoes preferably converse for some reason ! ahaah, like these leather ones ..http://www.journeys.com/product.aspx?id=89147#reviews ! I liiikes them lots . but they only haave them in Valley Fair ?! i dont think i want my mom to drive me there, and she said I could only buy new shoes if I sold my old ass Filas, SO YEEAH does anyone wanna buy them they've only been wore once still look&smell brand new they're size 7 in women i believe so hit me up ! nowwww ! so i can get me some shoes (=

these ones are just fun to look at for me haaha, i'd probably never wear them ! LOL .




So now you know ..

What happened to the party ?

So today I was supposta go to Jacob's little brothers party ahaah, but my mom got lazy so we ended up watching movies . Like

College Road Trip

Made Of Honor
Mad Money
This Christmas
Enchanted
Meet The Robinsons
and somethang else ? I forget .

but yeeah it was pretty darn tiring watching all of those for some reason haaha, it was bad tho we all just came home from a workout cuhs my mom and brother went to the 24Hour Fitness and I was at Open Gym for volleyball ! Which was suuper goood, I love Coach Jae he's so cool, understanding, and helpful . I'm gad we're gonna have a steady coach this year and actually have a chance of winning ! LOL, he says he wants to take us to NCS we are gonna make it watch !(= OH and his wife is helluh funny she's gonna be our new "Coach Mom" ahaah, but no one's really gonna replace the real Coach Mom S2 . This season of volleyball is boutta be helluh poppin' ! HAAHA, but i'm still kinda sad I cant go to my own ehffin banquet ?! I mean whaat the hell, I HAD to go to alluh my brothers and my dads banquets and Im not even able to go to MY OWN first banquet for me ! ahaah, becuhs my BROTHER has a dentist a appointment its all such nonsense, but hopefully my mom will let me go with stevie ..so i can experience one for myself by myself ..AHAAH . But thas pretty much all for now .

So now you know ..

OMG

im helluh gonna cry haahaha, i cant find the trailer for "up" in french anymore ! ugh, im sad ..ima go shleep and eat it off .

NITE

So now you know ..

Ne pas oublier !

CONTINOUS PLAY, i love watching this, idk why its rather gay but I LOOOOVE IT.


Dont Forget (Official Music Video) - DEMI LOVATO

Alors aujordhui,

Waaas tres beeezahr ahaah, the schedule was really dumb it was "career day" but it was only half a career day big whoop ?! LOL . I say if you give us a career day, make it for the entire day ahaah, quite the idea i must say ..cuhs if you're tryna get kidds interested in jobs give us more than two careers to preview ahaah ! but anyways, It was a rather good day, again Lol . So today we started with homeroom, Rachard Jeppree was there and happened to leave fonzi's pants who donovan claimed his ahaah ? i was confused for like two minutes but its k i always am . I wore them the entire day and i looved it, guys skinnies are sooo comfortably baggy for me ! ahaah, and the pockets were my favorite ! So i leftt advisory for Session#1, which turned out to be an absolute lie ! It was certainly not a class about Education and Child Development ..it was an intro to ROP Classes ?! Dick heads, or as ferna would say, dumbass chickenhead nigga . After that was "observation" which we just all went out to the quad and looked at the booth table thangs my favorie was the one right outside the round room with the money pencils ! HAAHA, but then a few minutes later they added the worst touch ever haaha it was a flyer thang for Digital Video Arts with my brother on it with other peolpe ?! haaha, it was shameful . While i stared in amazement richard jeppree seriously pisshed off boyfraan, which higly scared me cuhs I've never seen him so mad about somethang as small as that . I was sooo like afraid to say anythang so i kept quiet ahaah . session#2 was gooood but whenever "LC" spoke i caught up on my sleeeep bleh . the day was gooooood, except lunch when me and ferna finally realized the taQUERIA was closed por siempre haahahahahhaha, ugh . I felt bad cuhs he was heeelluh craving mexican nourritures (x but we hit up ampm anyways . Once i got to PE i felt like sucha fat kid ahaah, cuhs i dont usually have pe right after lunch it was STRANGE . ahaah, but now we're in fourth block computers where martins "cousin" chloe is getting put on blast for visiting without an invitation haaha . Darn, we'll see whaat happens ..kBye .^^Cuhs ima boy !(=

Better days,

I love it everyday is a goooood day these days, ahaah. Today I actually woke up like right at 6.oo ! It was ehffing beautiful . but anyways I finaally beat my mile time of 7.28 and i finally got 7.18, my new goal is to get in the 6's ! FASHO ima get there in a few weeks you'll see .Fourt block we finally had joyce to help me and charlotte with the letterhead document thang xP took us all week to do this damn document ! AHAAH, but yeeah. I found somethang to do after schoool cuhs i was freaking out since there was no practice for track but yeeah i told charlotte id "watch badminton" with her haaha . None of us really ended up watching anythang much cuhs we up in the bleachers ehffing around haaha . Oh yeeah but before that I semi almost didnt really learn how to use a butttahfly knife thang haaha, oh yeeah and that i learned Fernabear did ?! LOL, me and dahlia got scared after that haahaha, but yeeah. Dahlia was being an absolute butt saying me and fernabear were exactly alike and what not HAAHA, that sounds really weird tho so i'm in denial about that ..Lol . well thas about it on my part, enjoy tha pictures !















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Charlotttte est un secousse ! HAAHA ,

Im reading charlottes mind ! im "eavesdropping" apparently ! haahahahahahahahha, I DIDNT LOOK UP DOUCHE in french, now Martin wants some Supreme ! Charlotte lost her train of thought becuhs of me ! (= IM STUCK, i guess im done now cuhs yeah, bleh Im so mad this is quite short ..whatever k. Until next timee vaggots.

Et pourtant, je suis toujours à pleurer sur lui

et pourquoi vous demandez ..cuhs he's a selfish stupid muhfckin jerk who doesnt understand what i had to go thru myself and needs to realize its his turn .

Où est Joyceee ?!

Where is joyceee these days I havent seeeen her butt in like and week and somethang days ! ..oh there she is !

Mall Cart Salesman ..

Oh my you are crazy ! #Six things i hate about you ..
- You call filipino looking people "maganda"
- You harass to buy crap
- You talk to us and bother when its very unnecessary
- Make rude comments
- Make us feel bad when we dont buy your shit .
- and Play absolute innocents for money ..

I mean isnt that what its all about for you to be a salesman ?! DUH we're not stupid ..thanks for giving my mom a nervous breakdown yesterday she couldn't shop after that . JERK -____-

je suis tombée en amour ..

I need it ! I want it ! I MUST have it ! PLEASE ..

My last day of lent ..

Todays the last day without cussing YAY . but anyways ..I was waiting for hours til we could leave for SF and enjoy the P.I.C. Luau ! I was sooo mad my brother didn't tell me MissCarolinexoxo was there (her real name is April!?) HAAHA but yeeah I got a video of every single one of her sets so yeah but I'm not boutta post them cuhs well thas gay LOL, My dad was helluh tryna make me take a picture with her i did but its on my brother's girlfraaan's camera ! xP so yeeah I'll be getting that soon . She's so petite in person ..LIKE super duper uber skinnay . iss crazy; But other than that ..My dad was getting heelluh mad cuhs he thought no one knew where to go around the SFSU campus but I was telling him the entire time ..and my mom just kept interfering ?! but whatever we made it there . It toook the longest time ever for all the performances >:[ But they were good at least ahaah ! We got home at like Eleven Somethang and yeeah and everyone just stayed up til like one playing wii . While I was in my cozy little room on the phone with my boyfran sleeeeeping ! ahaah, i think i was mumbling shtuff in my sleep ahh ! Hopefully he doesnt say anything . well byee !

Bon Vendredi!

I've been napping alot tooday ! its good, i love catching up on my ugly rest . Me and my mom went shopping and actually bought shtuff but she said we'll save all the real shopping for when we go to SF on monday or somethang . I'm boutta get hellluh sundresses, i wanna wear dresses to school from now on . I think it'd be kinda cuute, only if i get someone to wear them with me along with non-booty short shorts yadig ? I aint boutta get a saturday from dr. halbe -____- I really i wish ima have a chance to sneak fernan in sometime next week ! so i can watch mulan with him and whooop him at Wii Tennis ! Yeeeah . Kuya Mark is supposta be showing up now I'm excited (= I hope he shows ..soon . Bleh I'm helluh bored . there's no one to talk to .cuhs everyone's being super gay and not texting me back ! BLEH, I've eaten nothang but chocolate today, it was beautiful . And I still havent been able to dig into my Ben&Jerry's . I will soon tho . once I get super tired and what not . Tomorrow i will going of to SFSU's Poly Club Luau so I'm rather excited becuhs I love going to those ..and the entire fam including the girlfriends are going . Well except my boyfriend but you can understanf why now cant you ! Well I've got not much to say now, so jusqu'au samedi ..

Another "Best Day"

Gawsh I'm on a good day streak ! ahaah, So I woke up just in time and remembered NOT to eat becuhs we were having a potluck in first block today ! SIMOSAS?! I love them oh soo much . AND Stevie's Coffee Cake ..its like thee BOMB . but anyways ..I went into first block and happened to find a "Fernan Fraganced Flower", which was absolutely beautiful and thoughtful of him to work so hard on it (= ! I LOVE IT BABES . We peformed our lame sketch today it didnt turn out tooo bad ..it was cuute compared to the others ! haaha, but horrible compared to fernan angie xavier and taylors ! LOL, but anyways iwalked into Homeroom and found a Red Dress Shirt ..gave it to Fernan and he put it on. Third Block, Ms. P forgot ! haaha, so we had to walk back and I had to get and give it to him, then fourth I found it on my own and H&M Vest hanging on the door and fernan was waiting outside and on the pole pillar thang was the final question . Him all dressed up next to the question "PROM?" (= Waaaaaaaas cuute, especially the card note thang ! so yeeah, i enjoyed it . I always do . Spent my last two and half hours with him hiding from janitors and checking out locks with him ..yadig ? LOL . But uhm Im gonna miss him more than a chubby cchiild ! Until next time ..Im tired . NITE

Un de mes meilleurs jours

So today was one of my best days, not one of my better ones (=

I loved everythang about it. I got my Peer Advocates Interview ! I think i did pretty good besides the fact that Shawny made it ALL so awkward . My boyfriend came to my meet for the first time and got community service hours for it haaha. and I didnt end up having to be mad it cuhs he didnt hafta walk to TAK ..Yay ! My mom brought me jamba juice which I must say helped with my 100M cuhs I placed 2nd ! for like the first time cuhs Im usually running 200m and I always came second ..to last HAAHA . Altho everyone was attacking me and hurting me on the field ..it kept me warm on a chilly day like we have . Coach Milo how we missed and now he was there ..we begging him to leave LOL jkeedang . But yeeah he totally said my boyf was do-able but not his type ..ina playful way HES NOT GAY . My mom happened to recognize [him] haaha she was like .."I saw your 'friend' " LOL I was like yeeah you probably did . And she asked what grade he is in and I was honest for once with her and just straight up told her he's a junior ..and she was oddly okay with it . She just repeated, "Don't do anythang stupid" .So yeeah i'm pretty darn happy ! haaha, I didnt get to introduce him to my mom like i planned cuhs she was in a hurry like always and I pussied out so whatever maybe next time ! I'm excited even more haaha, today went soooooo well GAWSH . I could just marry it . WEELL GNITE.

Peer Advocate Interview .

Lol so Ms. P and Coach Q apparently have a problem with the Peers program ? haahaha but now i feel really special ..Ms. P said if i don't make Peers she'll make me my own special badge LOL . AWH, i loooove MISS P (=

Danser au clair de lune

Duuude j'ai tres tres tres tres faim ! haaha, slappping heeelluh gay muusic up in heere. haaha, charlotte succeds ! everytime someone says somethang ima type ..cuhs thas what i've been doing . Joyce's blog looks really cool . It's like mission ..remember when we were at vivians house and we were tryinng to beat the impossible quiz ..IT DOESN'T WORK . what she tryna tell you .whatchu break the blind boy's sight machine . maybe cuhs its google and i dont its not gonna work. i bust the windows out your car . was this is it, idk . Ehff joyce's life . Slap that desk . you're always doing this ..oh my gawhd .

Trip over love, you can get up. Fall in love and you fall forever.

“It's easy to fall in love, but hard to find someone who will catch you.”

- So I'm sitting here being totally gay and constantly thinking about [him] and how much i'm much falling everyday just a little bit more and I think I'm almost there . And soon it's gonna be enough to say "I Love You" with meaning from every part of my beating heart to his . Everytime he comes to mind I get all happy and jumpy insde, but a sense of fear comes along with it . Fear that [this] won't last forever, or for when he leaves it won't last and I'll have to find someone even better . ugh, this whole feeling is wonderful but scary yadig ?! But hopefully we're strong enough to keep going ..tho i dont know how yet . BUT im thinking too far at the moment and I'm just scaring myself ..and i cant help but think about it . I went from going out with trash to a great guy and then trash guys to replace him and then I found someone perfectly imperfect . Someone who listens to me, calms me, opens to me, keeps me in check, makes me smile and gives me happiness, understands me, trusts me, assures me, respects me, holds me, hugs me, kisses me, caresses me like no other and in that way that makes it all so special . I'm enjoying this significant feeling ..knowing its gonna last .

Computer Apps Class !

I thought miss k was suppposed to be nice ?! im totally confused >:] haahaha, its sad i thought joyce knew like every other person that i threw up on my phone! yeeah yeah whatever ..but then I got a new phone my baby . I threw up on my phone becuhs i had a bad quesadilla and i was on my way to stevie's maison parce que we had to work on our french projet . OUI ! so there you have it .My fangers hurt ..ahaah; The typing games are fuuuuun ..i guees -_______- I'm the SHLOWEST typer ever ! haahahahhaah; 41 GWAM ! suckaaaaa, HOW DO YOU LIKE JOYCE NOW . (= Hers is like 102 GWAM; Im hungray. American apparel is so graphic.Nobody hangs out with me because i make them forget thangs ..and joyce is broadcasting it on her Facebook . and now she's making me make a twitter ..Progrese slow blinking . MY USERNAME IS TAKEN ?! Apparently i dont reading anythang . Charlotte is sho deeead ..her hurr is dead like ashley's weave . the heeeeeeelll . 696969* I continue this ..too bad joyce and charlotte are the only ones that are boutta get it . k BYE !

So life ..

Is pretty much better ..altho I never knew i could someone so much -______-; I mishu siStar.

I just got this ring from my mother ..supposedly when my Lolo went to get it from his mom when she died so he could give it to my Lola his mom's sisters had already gotten a hold of its diamond and had it cut, somehow ? It's beginning to mean a lot to me and brings a sense of luck along with it .. I love it . It looks rather antique-ish but quite unique, I couldn't possibly part from this . It's cute .

Last Nite we bought my dad's anniversary gift, a Wii, grand total being around $500 which aint too bad for a console, extra control+game, and three separate games i must say . My mom has had no problem with spending money lately its strange but I LOVE it ..

- So since he will be showing up to my track meet this wednesday ..I think its time I introduce him to Momma . I'm scared to see what she'll say about how old she is and what not, but excited to hear about what she thinks of him in general ! This is quite thrilling becuhs my mom has never known about any of the guys I've gone out with it, let alone liked . AHAAH, i really wanna see how things will go on after ..MAYBE i would be able to spend more time with him and get to finishing this long to-do list of ours ! WOOO, I want it to happen already .

But I am oddly attached to this dress, its not usually somethang I would like either its just IDK ..bursting of my favorite colors i guess but I really like it and its bothering me ahaah . this is strange its not my usual taste and its scaring me .. -_________-;

until next time ..