“It's easy to fall in love, but hard to find someone who will catch you.”
- So I'm sitting here being totally gay and constantly thinking about [him] and how much i'm much falling everyday just a little bit more and I think I'm almost there . And soon it's gonna be enough to say "I Love You" with meaning from every part of my beating heart to his . Everytime he comes to mind I get all happy and jumpy insde, but a sense of fear comes along with it . Fear that [this] won't last forever, or for when he leaves it won't last and I'll have to find someone even better . ugh, this whole feeling is wonderful but scary yadig ?! But hopefully we're strong enough to keep going ..tho i dont know how yet . BUT im thinking too far at the moment and I'm just scaring myself ..and i cant help but think about it . I went from going out with trash to a great guy and then trash guys to replace him and then I found someone perfectly imperfect . Someone who listens to me, calms me, opens to me, keeps me in check, makes me smile and gives me happiness, understands me, trusts me, assures me, respects me, holds me, hugs me, kisses me, caresses me like no other and in that way that makes it all so special . I'm enjoying this significant feeling ..knowing its gonna last .
- So I'm sitting here being totally gay and constantly thinking about [him] and how much i'm much falling everyday just a little bit more and I think I'm almost there . And soon it's gonna be enough to say "I Love You" with meaning from every part of my beating heart to his . Everytime he comes to mind I get all happy and jumpy insde, but a sense of fear comes along with it . Fear that [this] won't last forever, or for when he leaves it won't last and I'll have to find someone even better . ugh, this whole feeling is wonderful but scary yadig ?! But hopefully we're strong enough to keep going ..tho i dont know how yet . BUT im thinking too far at the moment and I'm just scaring myself ..and i cant help but think about it . I went from going out with trash to a great guy and then trash guys to replace him and then I found someone perfectly imperfect . Someone who listens to me, calms me, opens to me, keeps me in check, makes me smile and gives me happiness, understands me, trusts me, assures me, respects me, holds me, hugs me, kisses me, caresses me like no other and in that way that makes it all so special . I'm enjoying this significant feeling ..knowing its gonna last .
