I'm a Foolish Child

How could I let you take advantage of me like that ? You seriously let me down, if you were someone else it wouldn't be as big of a deal as it is . But too bad you're you, I don't know what to say or do . You scare me now, I'm beginning to see who you truly are . I still accept you and love you all the same it's just this thing is all up in the way, It's bugging me like crazy . It's biting at my innocence and making me even more scared, I know I'll never look at you the same way. I know I'll never hug you the same way either, It's always just going to be awkward between us . Even if we do talk it out and make up . I already know many tears will be shed, becuhs lots have already . I'm ready for it, I'm not okay with it . Becuhs I told myself I wouldn't cry over absurd things anymore . Too bad I will be, and too bad I am . You truly don't understand how much I feel hurt and betrayed for some reason, You totally made yourself look bad . You're a douche, but I forgive you ? Er I will sooner or later . This just makes everything bad between us, and tho we may be strong enough to continue . It's always going to hurt becuhs I know . and I won't ever forget . Especially the situation, time, and place you confessed to me, in which makes it all the more horrible . I still love you, forgive you, and thank you for everything else, but it all still does not change a thing of today . What's going to happen to us ?

So now you know ..