Fed-Up

And tired with living in fear everyday of my own father . I know he's strict for my own good, but yaknow sometimes I wish you were normal, altho what is normal ? I'm sick and tired of you getting mad at my mom, your wife, and my brother for everything I do . I'm old enough to take responsibility for the things I do . Altho I hate it when you stop using words and cut right to the chase of things, I'd rather take what I deserve than watch you verbally abuse my mother and my brother . They don't deserve an ounce of any type of your abuse ! And I'm tired of them suffering for me and my dumbass . Although I never really ever do anything bad ?! Why do you think I'm such a horrible person ? What gave you the right ? YOU DON'T KNOW ME . You would if you didn't purposely scare me ..for what respect ? well you know what, I'm not stupid like everyone else you got under your spell . so I won't fucking worship the ground you walk on . Especially since you still treat my mother like shit after all she sacrifices, labors, and wastes her time on for YOU . the "man of the house" . Yeah, some man ..thanks for the memories dad . All I'll ever remember you by are the worst moments of my life ..

Damn,

Winnie the Pooh is a fcking BIG DADDY MA$TER . LMAO .

I wanna drink my soda outta this can

Please Pray

For my dearest cousin, my Ateh Carolyn Gallardo, help ensure that she's alright and she's going to always be alright . I hope she keeps her head up high no matter what happens ..I miss her so much ! =(

Lazy day to good day .

Today :

- Gma left
- Michael continuously PMSed at me
- I went to Le Moose Cafe
- I fucking fell in deep love with Le Moose
- I went to the gym with my momma
- We bought melona

It was a good day .

So now you know ..

cette chanson est mignon

J'ai besion d'aller faire du shopping

So I'm a tad behind ..

Todays saturday right ? ..I shall begin with thursday .

So thursday my Gma finally arrived in fremont but went to Jacobs instead to makke leis for the brat . HAAHA . so I stayed home in the morning while Michael went to the gym so I could prepare my shits for the next seven hours I was boutta spend at the studio . I was so happy I came cuhs the two new routines we leearned were ehffing bomb I HELLUH LOVE THEM . HAAHA no joke tho . but anyways After that it was like five o' clock once I got and I had to leave the house again . Only to go with my dad to pick up grandma at Jacobs . And then once we finally came back home we had to leave for the graduation ! We arrived and I helluh left my momma cuhs she left me ? ..idk ! Haaha but branmuffin to the rescue ! Lol I spent almost the entire graduation with him ahaah becuhs Fernan was too far to walk to and he was nearby my family so xP ! BLEH . But I'm happy i spent time with that fooo ! After when I went back to my family I met aunty janet who I now realized will always smell like butterscotch and coffee . Haaha . then we all made our way down to the field to congratulate the brat ..ahaah he had so many unneccesary leis, soon enough I snuck away for a bit to see the boyf of mines that I was still kinda pissed at cuhs of what he did the day before bleh . but anyways . I helluh followed him tryna say Hi but he kept fucking walking away so I gave up ! UGH, and then we left for home . And killed the burnt chilli made by my father . The next day . we waited all morning for mark and christina to show so we could eat ! they didnt show til like 12 ahaah thanks -_____- But they brought the baby . Kanga whoooooooo. Anyways ..i'm tired blog later . LOL k bye .

So now you know .

It's on (= Haaha . http://blog.forever21.com/blog/list.asp

So now you know .

Last Day of School ?

It just didn't feel like it all, cuhs if it was the last day like forreal we wouldn't have dressed for pe, or ran the mile or take finals ? or anything . No one was crying, the weather sucked everything was just dandy . DAMN. Thas the only thing I didn't like about our schedule, finals for the last two days, gee thanks ? too bad I only had to take two . HAAHA, but yeah whatever . It is what it was, I can finally say goodbye to this wonderful freshman year of mines . Shall we recap ? We shall:

• Joined Volleyball
• Was led on by one freak, who tried to get me prego
  
• Went out with JC
• Dealt with his bullshit .
  
• Broke-up with JC
  
• Talked to two different guys .
• Was led on by two more guys .
  
• Took it slow with one
• Joined Poly Club
• Cutely got asked to Winterball
  
• Got asked out by Fernan !<3
• Got my good grades back
  
• Performed in the International Rally
• Maintained my wonderful gpa.
• Joined Track
  
• Got in trouble for MILLIONS of things .
• Greatly succeeded @ Track
• Introduced a boyf to my mom for the first time !
• Got asked to Prom by two people .
  
• Got interviewed for Peers
• Got rejected, LOL . thanks I feel like cutting myself now, HAAHAHAHA jk .
• Got interview for Avid
• Got accepted
• Got accepted into the Green Ventures thang too .
• Signed up for honors classes again .
• Continuously hung out with my boyf !

ETC . AHAAH, there you have it ..Sophomore year here WE come (=

So now you know ..

Second to Last

Day of school, today I woke up late again . ahaah, whatever . So i didnt get to get starbucks ..but thas k . Today was the start of finals, the french 2 final went by soo smooth ! Helluh easier than when we took the french1 final, ahaah . After we played prison ball, I was so owning the guys (= NO JOKE . Until i didnt wanna play so I just let someone hit me ahaah . Then I just left it up to the three favorites . HAAHA . After we played basketball, Wahid is a fucking cheater tho ..and he's not even in our class ?! -_____- AHAAH but whatever, oh yeah and I heard about the possibilities for captains for this year's jv team i'm okay with one, but the other WTF ! she doesn't deserve it at all . SHE DOESNT TRY she just gives up when it comes to something she can't do . it disgusted me, but i congratulated her with despite . FCK THAT , ima be captain WATCH ME BITCH . but anyways ..

So now you know ..

Oh yeah ..

Here's what it looked like ..

So now you know ..

Adelisa's Debut ..

• My hurr came out good, for once .
• My nails ain't too shabby .
• My dress fitted perfectly after mommy tailored it .
• My makeup was done by me, and it wasnt too bad .
• Arrived to rehearsal late, but rehearsal started late anyways .
• Me&Mike were the first to have the hour d'oeuvres and dranks .
• Found our table
• I sat next to the crazy prayer woman .
• Got thru the ceremony
• Danced
• Got tired
• Went home !
• Changed
  
• Went straight to bed
• Hopped on the phone with Ferna .
  

Thankful for ..

My fernabear becuhs these past few days would have just sucked the life outta me and make me just roll over and die again ahaah . Thank you for everything babes, love always ashkaioala !

Me & Joyce

are going to do this someday ..

I'm pretty excited, ahaah .

Remind me why ..

LOL

Cuhs Brandon Joseph ..

Fores posted a blog about me cuhs I posted one about him in french, so I'll do this one in english ! HAAHA, He honestly is one of my truest guy friends, who I know forsure is with me til the end . We've been through plenty of things that are trying to tear us apart, but then there's always something the brings us back together . No matter if I'm helluh PMSing or if he is, we still got each other . Brandon has an even bigger heart and he's quite intelligent . He gives so much insight even for somethings he has not experienced . Even before he was a Peer Advocate he always knew what to say and what to ask . He knew how to comfort and spend hours on the phone saying absolutely nothing, he got me through lots of bullshit and held my hand along the way . I don't know what I would ever do without him . He means the world to me, honestly . HAAHA er idk . Looove jooh . K Bye .,

So now you know ..

I want some new accessories ..

- Game Pad
- MOTOROKR™ EH50 Active Stereo Headset
- Silicone Cover

To buy list:

- "Flower Field Dress"
- "Floral Dream Skirt"
- "Floral Mesh Leggings"
- "Floral Lace Leggings"
- "Asbtract Splash Dress"
- "Teena Sleeveless Dress"
- "Floral Smocked Dress"

So today was our car wash for volleyball, all good fun and games ahaah . We wash cars pretty darn good ! but anyways, I did my makeup really super good for the first time today ! ahaah, I must say I did pretty darn good, ahaah . Shelly's cotillion was cute, nice and elegant and the temple she had it at was ehffing BEAUTIFUL, the church of Jesus Christ and the Latter Day Saints in Oakland is a true sight to see ! I was so happy she had a chocolate fountain in the back of the room cuhs I was stuffing my mouth like a mad man . haaaha, until me and kristina realized that everyoen was waiting for us to leave for gessums cotty . LOL . felt helluh bad but whatever her ceremony was an hour behind . so we finally showed in Sunol @ the golf course, another quaint setting . I liked it, at first I was like why are there white people here and then I realized there were two parties going on ! HAAHA, then in the next room, it was plenty of our black people and filipinos ! Marge's party was helluh crackin but it got outta hand in audience participation ..but it's all good . Once the show ended me and michael left for home, and we passed by ferna's apartment . ahaah .

So now you know ..

Hello Andrew

You r so sexy, andrew is soo lazy he helluh doesn't wanna type shit ! HAAHA jkeedang, nick says he's high ! He wants charlotte to make a slide about him, haaha . He thinks the sticker makes him look cool . He has a "tattoo", he's being gay about say it hurts ?! He's tryna show me his volleyball game .I'm gonna cut my hair and donate to nick. and get hundreds of dollars, CA$H ! He pooped in the urinal today and he pissed on the floor. then andrew pissed on nicks leg, and they're gone !

A little heat ..

On lovers street today between me and babybear ..we didn't get to watch Up in 3D yet ehfing again bleh ! It got so awkward in the car with him, he was so mad ugh . And I was so like PMSing and sad that like walking thru New Park was strange not holding his or anything . Until we switched it up and went to Sweet Tomatoes ahaah ! Cuhs yeah,

So now you know ..

Abstract Splash .

I regret not buying you ..

So now you know ..

Everyday

Chaque jour,
je me réveille le matin pour une raison,

• te voir dans la matin,
  
• t'embrasser dans l'après-midi,
  
• te tenir dans la nuit.
  

Et puis tout recommencer le lendemain.

For the sake of June

I decided to wear shorts today, and my new sandals . I also had a deep talk with Chu today in Block 1 . Good talks we constantly have . But then everything got turned upside down second block cuhs I had to rewrite my rough draft for my I-search when I already typed six pages at home on my own . EHFF . But whatever, I did what I could to prevent me from getting an N.O.F. bleh . Third block was it's usual . Pe has been quite dreary tiring and gay . UGH . I used to love PE before swim, now it just sucks . Whatever . For lunch me and the bear went to albertson's for just something to drink and ended up getting Jones soda and Sushi . Cuhs we're saving our appetites for chimichangas after school ! Ahaah, exciting .

So now you know ..