Fed-Up

And tired with living in fear everyday of my own father . I know he's strict for my own good, but yaknow sometimes I wish you were normal, altho what is normal ? I'm sick and tired of you getting mad at my mom, your wife, and my brother for everything I do . I'm old enough to take responsibility for the things I do . Altho I hate it when you stop using words and cut right to the chase of things, I'd rather take what I deserve than watch you verbally abuse my mother and my brother . They don't deserve an ounce of any type of your abuse ! And I'm tired of them suffering for me and my dumbass . Although I never really ever do anything bad ?! Why do you think I'm such a horrible person ? What gave you the right ? YOU DON'T KNOW ME . You would if you didn't purposely scare me ..for what respect ? well you know what, I'm not stupid like everyone else you got under your spell . so I won't fucking worship the ground you walk on . Especially since you still treat my mother like shit after all she sacrifices, labors, and wastes her time on for YOU . the "man of the house" . Yeah, some man ..thanks for the memories dad . All I'll ever remember you by are the worst moments of my life ..